if you dont mind me asking, how old are you Ohlostme?

we all go through this stage in depression, it swallows us up and we lose sight of daylight and happiness. it will return one day, honest. we all have a purpose in life, and although we may not know it most times, there is reason.

i am sorry you are feeling this way, i know just how ugly it can be. i use to stay indoors and never leave my house or speak to anyone, i hid from the world and couldnt face it. everyday i questioned my existence and i never knew why i was on this earth. then one day i saw the way out of depression, and ever since ive been gradually healing. it does take a long time, thats for sure, and it takes so much hard work. probably the hardest work you will ever have to do in life.

i know you are a benefit to us here at PC, so if anything, that is your purpose at the moment. you are a credit to me and others here, so just remember you are not useless like you think you are.

i wish you all the best Ohlostme in this, for i certainly know how hard it can be. please be aware that i amongst others am here for you when you need us.

take care and speak soon.

simon