I do not feel bad for that reason. I know suffering is perceived differently, by different people. YOU might think shoveling dead antelopes into a wheelbarrow is horrible and causes you great suffering, but Steve over there has been doing it for 20 years and never complained. See what I'm saying? Everyone is so different, and we all experience things internally very differently. So there's no worth in comparing something that ONLY YOU can ever understand, to someone else, and their lot. Which only they themselves understand... see? Too complex a comparison to draw any relevant information. This is my emotionless computerized analysis. I highly recommend you disregard MY insane blathering if I cause offense.