I only started yesterday it was an assessment.
My mood has been great again today and I been on a mission to make money.
And now I fuming.
I never looked at it that way.
But people friends family always say I have know reason to be sad.
I guess if I look that is some what true.
But even when I feel sad. I hate crying in front of people.
I don't know if its cos I don't want sympathy for feeling ungrateful, or because I want to seem solid.
The nurse from my assessment said that she would call me for an appointment next week.
My issues had to go to a board of other people where they would discuss if I need further help, with another doctor or she could come up with a treatment plan.
She spoke of group therapy, I don't like this. I don't make friends that great. And the fact that I hate crying in front of people this would be extremely hard for me.
And if there issues were worse then mine I would feel even more selfish for feeling like i do.
I do want to see the nurse again, I know that I forgot to tell her about events in my life. Maybe only minor but I don't know?
My mind is racing right now. I feel sick.
Thank you both for reading my post and commenting.
Sometimes I feel lonely even on here.
It means a lot. You dot know how much x