Unfortunately, no. I honestly didn't realize for a long time there was anything wrong. For my entire life, I've been the outsider, the antisocial, the thinker, the bullied, the vengeance seeker, and I never realized it was a disorder. I just figured it was just me and I had to live with the way I was treated and treated others. Now that I know, it doesn't matter, because no one will validate me. I'm no better or worse off than I was before, save my own knowledge, but that needs to be enough. I want to beat this and stop letting it beat me.