Okay, so, I barely touched on this in another thread and apologize for making another, but I needed to get this off my chest.

I am pretty bummed right now. I need a new job, since my boss is trying to get me to quit and I found an opening at a nursing home. My friend had told me she'd ask her dad if I could use him as a reference, as he's a nurse and he works with them, but he told her no. He won't let me use him as a reference. So, now I'm going to have to rely on pure luck to get the job.

But, I have another problem. I am not sure if I'm going to like this. I hate my current job, but this possible job at the nursing home worries me. I really like helping others, so I feel like I'll like that aspect, but it's working with the elderly. This means that there is always the chance that one of them is going to die. I tend to get attached easily, so I worry how I'd fair with this possibility.

I don't have the job yet, but I'm wondering if I did get the job, how should I handle it?

I'm the type of person to worry about something before it happens, so I just need to find a way to put these worries to rest.