I don't know how I would do that. Like, how would I find someone? My school has a gay-straight alliance but I am too unsure to even go anywhere near it and I am already far to busy with work and everything.

My mind was such a mess today. I mean, what were the chances of me liking a girl? What were the chances of me liking ONE girl in the whole high school with that ONE girl being a part of possibly the first female homosexual couple at my school???? It would seem like the chances of that are very slim. But it happened anyways. So when I saw her with her girlfriend walking in the hall today my heart felt physically crushed. I mean, I don't think I like her *that* much, it was just the fact that she actually turned out to be into girls combined with a little jealousy about her having a girlfriend. I originally just liked her overall as a person, but now this is just messing with me.

Thanks for reading!

- AJ