SplitImage -- you are indeed at a point where many people relapse. If you are so emotional that you are having urges to self-injure and are crying so often, have you talked to someone about possible depression? Depression, lifelong depression, has caused relapses with me. I needed to be treated right with the right meds to finally get longterm sobriety.

Other people also made good suggestions. Do try hanging out with people from the program. However, make sure to avoid those who gossip about others!! I am finding out through recent bad experiences with my own sponsor that some program people gossip and that isn't healthy for anyone.

Good luck and congrats with your sobriety so far!!