Actually I have been having a few bad days in therapy. I don't usually go to therapy but I am the one taking care of business at the moment. I hate therapy. I don't want to go to therapy. Confusing ****ing questions and aggravating conversation. I ****ing hate it. All it does is make me angry.
So why not stop????? Because when I am not the one in charge I don't give a **** if we are in therapy. I don't have to say a ****ing thing. And I know that the host doesn't want to stop going. So I will **** everything up if I just never go to therapy again. He wants to go and he will be in-charge again at some point. AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. I just want to explode. I just have to keep in mind it's for 45 minutes a week. That's it. 45 ****ing minutes a week. I have to figure something out to make this doable.