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Originally Posted by tokiwartooth
I've heard those external voices too, the ones that are brief, except I hear them a lot. I hear what sounds like chatter, it's usually muffled, and I think someone is in the building (usually at work) and I check and I'm the only one in here. I've heard laughing as well, and I've heard the whole "HEY!" thing too, and I've even heard my name called. It happens a lot to me when I'm in that zone between waking and sleep. Sometimes it sounds like a party is going on. I can hear singing too. I've wondered sometimes if they're spirits trying to contact me. I try to talk to them but if they do respond, I can't usually understand what they're saying. I have a voice in my head too that I talk to. I rely on her for advice, like gut instinct type stuff. She's like another me. Sometimes I worry that people can read my thoughts, like the government, and they'll come to get me, so I try to think positive thoughts, but sometimes those really negative ones get in there. I also worry that the government is watching me through my TV and my computer. I used to drape towels over my windows at home because I was afraid the neighbors were spying on me for the government.
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Mine always happen when I'm awake, like in the middle of the day. I don't hear them often, though.
But, I feel watched. I don't feel like my mind can be read. But I think people are out to get me somehow. Either in little ways or big ways, depends on the situation. I always feel like something is waiting for me ready to grab me, even in brightly lit rooms. The room at work where we keep the safe is at the end of a long hallway, and it makes this weird rumbling sound. Like... the sound in horror movies when the monster is coming. Anyway, everyone laughs at me. But when everyone is gone on Friday and I have to go down that hall by myself, I get really scared. Turning my back on that room, I just feel like I'm being followed and I run all the way back to the main area.
When I was in 3rd grade I believed my classmates had installed security cameras in my bathroom. I thought they had a secret clubhouse and would meet there to make fun of me when i went to the bathroom...