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Originally Posted by carrie_ann
i know i don't deserve any help/advice, i been nothing but a pain in the *** here ... but some would really be appreciated plz?
i've just spent the last 2 days or so lying in bed ... no food, drink, bathing, no answering calls etc ... coz i just give up! i've got nothing left, screwed everything up, and who doesn't hate me by now probly just pities me, that's how i feel. so ... if i've hit this rock bottom every1 talks of ... where's the point in trying now, i've screwed everything???
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Carrie Ann, I was a multiple relapser for many, many years. And now I have almost three years of continuous sobriety. It *can* be done. The stories of multiple relapse and then successful recovery are powerful stories. I know, I didn't believe it until so many people told me it was true! Those who get sober and stay sober permanently (the first time) are great and to be highly commended. But the other way counts too. I agree with others. If you have to fake it to hold your head up high to go to a meeting, do it. I can't tell you how many times I've done it. If you can't go back to your home group because you can't face them, go somewhere else. Do whatever it takes.