Thanks to all who wrote back. I had a hysterectomy follwed by ovary removal, so not only was I dealing w/the pain killers - but am going through hormonal upheaval as well. Just wondering if anyone else has had the same experience and how she got through it all. I'm not sure if it's the drop in estrogen or fatigue or my body's just worn out, but things sure get loopy at night when it's past my bedtime! As for a doc to help me out - no I don't have one. I can't afford it financially nor publicly (single mom and all) so I've done my own self directed therapy. I do meditate - when I remember to!