This sounds like such a horrid way to treat someone who is ill..especially by ones own family..I am so sorry you have to endure this kind of treatment, its not your fault your ill..no one chooses to be that way..I hope you continue to post, maybe in another forum too, so you can get added support for what you are going thru.. Take care and you are not the disease that overwhelms your body, you are a human being who deserves to be treated with love and respect..