I'm finally getting my life together. I got my first apartment last week, and I love it. However I feel that my symptoms are creeping up on me, mainly because I don't have the money to go anywhere (I don't have a car). I'm starting to feel depressed again and I'm also struggling if I should join a local church. I'm searching for the meaning in life. Any positive thoughts or prayers for me in general will be greatly appreciated.

Thanks