If you've belonged to a church in the past, Chandler, I think it would be a great idea. You could go to the congregations close to you, if there's more than one, and see where you feel most comfortable.

Having your own apartment is a real step forward. It's also isolating though, so I can see where it's going to make it easier to feel depressed and less connected to others. You're going to have to make a real effort to get out and involved in your community.

If a job isn't in the prospects right away, you might look into volunteering somewhere--maybe even somewhere you could put those culinary skills to work!

I'll be thinking of you morning and night, Chandler ... hoping you are staying strong in your rehab program.
* hugs galore *

Roadie