It's been a while since I've seen you. I think I stopped caring for a while, I didn't and still kind of don't feel like I want to see you again. I think things are going to be strange between us. Despite all of the messages you sent, you seem so incredibly cold now. I was surprised I hadn't heard from you, and yet at the same time, I felt as though contacting you wouldn't be worthwhile because I initially didn't have much to say, and additionally assumed you wouldn't respond, or would respond with a short, unsatisfying reply.

I feel like I'm angry, but I don't think I am. I feel like you're angry, but I don't think that you are either. I feel like a pet that paws at a person for attention. At times, the person is active and engaging. At other times, the person is cold and distant. After a few repetitions of that, the pet stops pawing for attention, as they assume that they won't attain the response they want. Perhaps further on, the person becomes upset that the pet isn't looking for their attention anymore.

Not to say that I'm anyone's pet, of course, but perhaps rather to say that I relished in your attention while I had it, and I feel as though you relished in having attention from myself as well.