i'd say don't talk to them about the dark if they'll judge or freak out. you have friends here who will not judge you. i won't judge you. bp does isolate us. what's up with bf? just not a good match? do you like to write on paper - i do because it's private and secret and then I can burn it or shred it to pieces. have to get the dark out, so you can process it, and it turns into something else, something healed. and you get your energy back to living your life.