i know... i kinda love myself (until i decide that i'm ugly and hate being blind) - but that happens less often since i've met him (well... i still get the 'blind blues'..

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I'm hoping that he doesn't freak out - doesn't seem like it (according to him, but since monday we've only vaguely talked online as he's been busy with exams)
if not... idk what i'll do. i guess it'd be retarded if he treats me different cause i'm exactly the same person as before except that he knows this....
oh well. i'll just wait and see....