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Originally Posted by dark_heart_x
Mine always happen when I'm awake, like in the middle of the day. I don't hear them often, though.
But, I feel watched. I don't feel like my mind can be read. But I think people are out to get me somehow. Either in little ways or big ways, depends on the situation. I always feel like something is waiting for me ready to grab me, even in brightly lit rooms. The room at work where we keep the safe is at the end of a long hallway, and it makes this weird rumbling sound. Like... the sound in horror movies when the monster is coming. Anyway, everyone laughs at me. But when everyone is gone on Friday and I have to go down that hall by myself, I get really scared. Turning my back on that room, I just feel like I'm being followed and I run all the way back to the main area.
When I was in 3rd grade I believed my classmates had installed security cameras in my bathroom. I thought they had a secret clubhouse and would meet there to make fun of me when i went to the bathroom...
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I feel watched too. I am petrified to be alone sometimes, especially if I'm in a place like you described. I get so scared. I hate the dark. I used to do work-study at a library while I was in school and I would be all alone on the bottom floor arranging books, and I was so petrified that sometimes I would be almost frozen with fear. The whole place felt evil, like there was something lurking, like it was ready to get you, just like you said. I refused to go down and turn off the lights at night, and my supervisor laughed at me. I quit because I couldn't stand it anymore. I used to live in a house, growing up, that I know had to be haunted. Lucky (or unlucky, depending on how you look at it) for me I was not the only one who experienced terrifying things in that house. My mom and my best friend did too. So even if some stuff was just me, living in that house made it so much worse. I have nightmares almost daily about that house still, and I haven't lived there since July 2001. I hear the voices too during the day. I heard them yesterday while I was the only one in the office here, and I started hearing noises, like what sounded like a short bang. Scared the heck out of me. I turn out the lights when I go home and literally run to the door because I'm afraid of what might be behind me. I don't even like driving in my car at night alone because I'm afraid there's something in the back seat. I'm afraid something is going to reach around from behind me seat, or from under my seat. I don't like looking to the sides of my car either when it's dark because I'm afraid I'll see something.