I'm afraid that she is on drugs or maybe even schizophrenic..... A fellow RN who used to work BHS told me that what she was doing was very typical for women her age when they have a schizophrenic breaks.

I know she has always wanted more money and more things. I was trying my hardest to work hard and provide those things for her. Because of her wacky childhood, I figured money was like a security blanket to her. I loved her, so I wanted to give it to her.....

I still love her..... and it hurts so much when I see the way she looks at me. She hates me. People have told me that it's displaced hate because of her behavior.... Maybe she just really hates me for what I did.

I would do ANYTHING to "make it right", but as far as I can tell, there is nothing really to do.