Thanks for all your suggestions. I have actually never felt feelings like this for someone before. I mean, I have had things with guys before but they all turned out to be botched cases. I have thought about talking to her about it, probably over instant messaging because that's easier. It would be too rash to just tell her I like her right? I'm that desperate. I just find it ridiculous how I started liking her a little even before I found out she was into girls. Before I found out that even *I* was into girls.

I don't know her girlfriend that well. And yes, I really do appreciate her confidence. That's why I'm *not* going to be the "dirty mistress" so to speak that ruins everything. I know that it must have been a long road for her to come this far, and for her girlfriend too. I honestly respect them.

Class today. It was so awesome yet so terrible at the same time. Disregarding the class part, we cracked some really great jokes and just had an overall good time like we always have in class even before all of this, just giving each other tons of sarcasm and sass. But after class got let out and she obviously went to go look for her girlfriend, it was pretty damn miserable and confusing and exciting at the same time. I feel like my hands are tied.

You'll find someone! We both will. I think I might be what they call pansexual, but still new to this so not sure.

Thanks for reading.

- AJ