This could apply to dream interpretation, but last night was the second time I had a sexual dream about my lesbian coworker. I'm currently pursuing a straight male coworker I'm crushing on. However, he only comes to my location once or twice a week, and sometimes he doesn't come at all, and when he's here, he's too caught up in his paperwork to notice me and conversations are very short and monotonous.

I've never had feelings for the other coworker because I've never had interest in having sex with women. However in my dream I enjoyed having sex with her. And she is the opposite of the guy I am crushing on--she is lively and is an amazing coworker to work with and loves chatting with everyone.

I'm currently confused with my orientation, though I don't like to label myself: I believe my sexuality will always be changing, even though my orientation stays the same.

Any interpretations on why I'm fantasizing about my lesbian coworker and not the coworker I'm crushing on? Thanks.