((((Mulder)))) Thank you for sharing so much of your experiences and knowledge, it is supportive and constructive to know how much and how far another Survivor has come with DID.

I find it very hopeful, when I hear you speak of therapy and triggers and how far you have come, thru the hard work that this involves and the commitment to your life and child you have. I am very much a runner when it comes to this type of issue, not really wanting to be, its just a knee jerk reaction which is occuring in Therapy, the dissociation is a key factor, and it is disconcerting suddenly realizing no one is talking and my T is just kinda watching as I come thru the fog but now with the ground work done in Trust issues and both of understanding the Dissociation "dance" a little better, we are getting into the "Rage and Humilation" issues knowing that still waters run deep with this. The worst case scenario, I skitte daddle in the middle of session like the Roadrunner cartoon character, and he tries to block an exit, big problems, the more favorable scenario is I implode and the system will take care of it and he can work with the alters and the memory behind the trigger like SKR did for you..he has stated he is more worried about me hurting myself than me hurting him since that has been the pattern.

Again...Thank you ((Myself ))for sharing so much of your work in Therapy and on the extrodinary work you do on your own.