[QUOTE=mazing;2698115]From what I know, the behaviours often start at a young age (generally early teens but sometimes earlier) in one form or another. As we get older, sometimes the original methods don't work any more and others take over.
I have found this to be a truth for myself. When my relapse occurred, roughly two and some years ago, I found that my old SI preferences either no longer relieved my stress, or were now incompatible with the way in which I must present, to society. I have radically adjusted my means, locations and style.
What odd creatures we are. This conversation sounds insane, even to my demented and unbalanced ear.
Lunacy and Desire, Conspire,
-Fleeing Bellocq, Muse of the Mission District
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