yep, breathing breathing breathing. you can do it. things can improve. support the part who can deal with going there and being touched and all that goes along with pt. after my tp ran out and i didn't have to "pull mself together" to go there anymore, i discovered my parts had formed a coalition to get me through it. the disintegration of this coalition after it was no longer needed alerted me to its existance...... you will work out a way to get through all 20 treatments too!! i bet the pt will help/bring up a whole bunch of stuff you are working on, ya know, move one part and they all have to shift...... Love your hurt foot. breath and love = healing.