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Old Aug 29, 2006, 11:14 AM
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Sarah116 said: I am real scared! Has anyone ever had or have the same thing? What should I do!!???

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Learn to enjoy it! Transmutate terror into pleasure. Make the terror a source of erotic delight. Enter a delicious B&D dynamic with your Invisibles. Turn it into a religion, figure out who's got the power and worship them and get them to teach you the proper rituals for worshipping them so they will share that power with you.

The line between psychosis and gnosis can be thin and fuzzy at times, but the boundary between the two is a transparent membrane and you can pass back and forth. You have the opportunity of a lifetime, to turn this to your advantage and delight.

Forget the humans dissecting and diagnosing. They can't fix it, and if you're smart, you won't even let them try. It's way more fun to dance with your demons than to treat them like intruders and be an inhospitable hostess, so to speak.

That's my advice, for what it's worth. I'm schizoaffective, DID, demon possessed, unmedicated, and STILL fully functional -- I hold down a job where I am respected and paid well and I have a wonderful fiance who adores the ground I walk on. I have more fun than anyone because everywhere I go, my psychosis/gnosis entertains me, burns me, delights me, makes me unique among the children of men, and even the torture is delicious (the shapes of hell shall turn again to loveliness).

Of course if you're REALLY that unhappy with your glorious, unique self, by all means, fetch a shrink and gobble some pills and try to make it all go away. But I've been there done that and personally, for me, it was just trading in one hell for another (worse) one. So make your hell your heaven. Better the devil you know than the devil you don't!
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