hello all. it has been 5 days since i asked my hubby for a divorce. things have just been so bad for so long. but now that he is gone, i find myself wishing he would come back. wtf right? i mean i should be glad his emotionally/verbally abusive, cheating, lying, no working *** is gone, right?? but i still love him and even though i was the one who started the divorce proceedings, i still hope he might come back. but he moved in with his "girlfriend" and is refusing to even talk to me. every one of my family and friends is glad he is finally gone and i know it is for the best, but i miss him. i'm all churned up inside. maybe somebody who has already gone through this can give me some helpful words and suggestions. thanks.