Ok so I have been in pain everyday for over ten years. After all avenues exhausted, I've been going to pain management for years. I've been on the same medications for a couple of years and its not working as well any more. My pain level stays high all the time now and there are things I can no longer do. I have to walk with a walker or cane at all times. I'm having to go to the er more and more frequently because of the intense pain. I have been telling the pain doctor this for the last few months. Today I ask for help explain everything all over again to the one doctor that is supposed to be able to help me and he says there is nothing else I can do. Do what the **** now. Should I just drive into oncoming traffic and end it now. Sho this is it. I have nothing to look forward to but more pain. I don't understand if they are pain management doctors and you have serious spinal issues with images for payoff why don't they want to give medications to make life tolerable. I don't understand. It makes me so angry. I have two small children and I can't tell them I can't take care if you today. What am I supposed to do?