Thank you for all your support. I wish I could get myself to open up enough to try and trust again. At this point, I just can't. I've thought about it, come close to looking, but am still too wary of seeing someone. Once you say something, you can't take it back.

Meanwhile, I'm taking it day by day. I do have a very good support system in the way of a good friend, so I'm not totally alone.

Sam2