For me, it's my rational mind that tells me why I deserve to be hated, and provides the evidence. I don't hate anybody else. I don't think anybody else deserves hate. It's something I can only say about myself - I don't have the right to judge anyone else.

I try not to talk too much about this, though. It sounds like I'm insincere and looking for sympathy. Which I'm not - I'm just saying it like it is.