So, I've always been a moody person, but I am wayyyyyy out of control and I know it. I've always had a short-temper and been very irritable, but I think being depressed has just magnified it. I feel like I have no control over my emotions ever! This evening, I got so unbelievably pissed that I couldn't find the remote control that I was turning things over and just going nuts looking for it in the living room. I started just raging and yelling at the world, not caring that it was midnight and I live in an apartment and other people will wake up. I wore myself out after about 10 minutes and ended up with a raging headache. I really want to sleep, but I've tried laying down and I just can't sleep-- it's so hard for me anyways. I don't know what's wrong with me anymore. I'm going to recall my psychiatrist--again-- on Monday. Right now, I have an appointment for 12/5 and that was the soonest one I could get. Anyways, I just feel guilty and stupid for getting so angry over something so pointless (I never did find the remote), but I just wanted to vent.