Granite..its nice that you are trying to make your husband happy but I wish he would also understand your limits. I think people who perhaps don't have a lot of anxiety and are able to live more in the moment don't totally understand what it is like for someone who suffers from a lot of anxiety. It can be debilitating. Hugs hugs hugs.

Today I am just going to head to a mall and look around and TRY to get myself the Holiday spirit. We will see how that works.