Dear FM,

I am excited about seeing you today. Excited is a different word to describe our meeting the image that comes to mind is that of Hayley Mills' in the trouble with Angels. I know, you no nothing about actors and movies; like you didn't know who Anne Heche was when you read her book. I would like you to read me another chapter in Anne Heche's memoir: call me crazy. Our last session really moved me, reading and the shame and fear piece.

Yesterday, was a comfortable day just doing real life. Being with people felt good. Meeting my obligations was a burst of sunshine for me. And, alone time with me left me comfortable in my body. No wanting to hibernate this week. If I get my child support papers printed and filled out, and back to the lawyer by tomorrow, I will have had an extremely successful week, for the first time in eons - maybe ever! If I don't I am still able to see that I did a very good job this week with my life. I am able to hold onto the good, without being Perfect.

FM, I think I'm finally seeing what you've been seeing. Each day, I'm getting better and better. Wow! I can do therapy. Thanks! I love you.

See you soon.

GTGT