I do appreciate the kinds words, thoughts and suggestions from everyone that replied. To those that asked questions; I am not, nor have I been on any medication-it seems this option is for controlling emotion not developing them. Also, I have never shared this with anyone, my husband included. I am not sure if I know the 'Love' that others do, but I do know that I do not want to live my life without him or my children. We married because it was right-he wanted it, and I agreed. Life without him could be potentially unbearable; he and my children keep me from disappearing completely into the nothingness I was lost in for so long.
I am enjoying the feedback, please keep me in mind, as I am grateful for your thoughts. Once again, thank you in advance for your time and consideration.
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