hello people,
i dont know whats wrong with me. i was thinking about it today and ever since my gcse's i've been unable to concentrate at all in school..and its been many many years...i got through college because we had an honour system with take-home exams but now that i'm in grad school my inability to concentrate is coming back to haunt me.

i just cannot focus on anything the way i used to be able to do. i used to be pretty good academically til i was about 16 but after that its been a downhill journey. i've talked to both my pdoc and t about this and neither of them takes it very seriously.

i feel like i'm destined to fail and there's nothing i can do about it. i just feel so low and hopeless right now. like there's nothing i can do to become the person i used to be and like i'm destined to fail, i already had to quit grad school twice because of this and this is my third try, i think i'll have to quit this time too.