Rambo looks like my kitty Slasher. She is very affectionate but turns suddenly. Sorry you are missing your kitty Nicks Nose.

Sorry things kind of suck right now Mr V. Don't be mean to yourself, there's plenty of other people out there that love to do that sort of thing. Do you feel like you have to be the best at everything you try? Does the philosophy interest you? I think some of it is a bunch of BS anyway so why beat yourself up? I hope you will feel better soon. There are a lot of really mean, conceited, self centered women out there too so don't be sure it's your fault.