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I am not sure if I know the 'Love' that others do, but I do know that I do not want to live my life without him or my children. We married because it was right-he wanted it, and I agreed. Life without him could be potentially unbearable; he and my children keep me from disappearing completely into the nothingness I was lost in for so long.
Hi, it is good to hear from you again and I am glad you found the reply’s useful. Sorry mine was more just another person thought's not really a reply to you that could be of use in the sense of aiding you with advice.
Please do come back and update people on how you are and things going, I am sure other would love to know and hear on progress you make and maybe still able to assist with advice as you work on things. I am not really any good at this but I know there are many people on PC that are wonderful with this and providing advice and insight to others, I am sure you will get to know those people on here.
One thing that struck me in your post and I hope you don't mind me saying my view on this but in the quote above you said you don't feel love as other's do, I don't think anyone really does ever feel it the same way- although I or anyone else can never prove that or be sure on that. However you also said without your husband and children you would feel like you’re disappearing into nothingness. Well I think the feel you must get or a sense of a sensation you must get from having your husband and children in your life that must be what love feels like to you. Have you ever consider how having them in your life makes you feel? or noted a feeling because of them, I am guessing it is a good feeling and to know that without them you wouldn't feel good well that leads me to believe there must more going on that maybe you just haven't realized as of yet or maybe like you have said you need help understanding and realizing what is there to allow you to feel that. Sorry this is just me opinion and I am not the best one for giving sound advice however I hope you don’t mind my reply and thought’s on this. Wishing you all the best
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