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Nov 10, 2012, 08:21 PM
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Member Since: Jan 2012
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Open Eyes Thank you so much for your reply 
I am sorry I don't have anything to say in reply but actually that may not be a bad thing, it means your words have reached me and touched a note or two, that I can learn from.
I guess you have seen this many times from people in your life. I think the hardest thing is facing something again and again assuming and resulting usually probably at no real intention or fault of that person but ending up in their own self defeat once again from their own doing, sort of. But I wonder how much I can take and those in my life can take of me facing things knowing I will do the same things, mistakes, yet again each time. I kid myself into thinking maybe this time I will do it differently, yet it always ends up with me at the same starting point and the other people in my life lost for words and shaking their heads usually with a bid sigh and that look that says it all.
Do people that come back after setbacks or mistakes and face things once again. Do you find they fix it or change the outcome more than often? or sometimes maybe with some people something’s just are not meant to work out that way and they can never break that cycle have you seen that occur?
I guess this all comes down to people and their experiences and opinions base on their life’s up to that point, whether or not they see it as a bad thing, of me still trying after so many failed attempts or whether the negative I hold on myself is from a sense of realization from others about myself and my life so far... I guess it can't be true of everyone and it is just an old habit of bad thinking on my part considering no one is the same as the next person.
Sorry not really a reply just more thoughts. However I hope I have thanked you and please do realize as I am sure you do what a wonderful and insightful person you are, it is very much appreciate 
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