NeutralAlignment,

Well, none of us can "diagnose you", I think that you should share this with a psychiatrist or therapist to see if you can get to the bottom of this. Hey, you could have Asbergers or Low Level Autism (which often presents challenges with "anxiety"). If you find out the "why" it can help you know yourself better and work around whatever it is without feeling guilty or like a failure. It doesn't mean you will be a bad wife or mother either.

Open Eyes