Sorry. I haven't been checking on this page very often. I don't consider myself a member of any religion, though I was raised Christian. The problems I have are that I just feel incapable of believing in anything and wanted to understand more about how others could be so faithful when I just feel empty and alone.

For a little bit of background information, I was locked up when I was little and forced to undergo exorcisms and told that I was possessed. Since then, I just haven't felt much of anything to do with any form of higher power, I don't have faith in anything and that makes me feel alone in the grand scheme of things I guess. I am very much into quantum physics, astronomy, and the Universe and have lived my life by logic alone rather than being dictated by emotions but that just doesn't feel like enough.