I am glad you talked to us.
Never be afraid to "vomit"; I've got a bucket for you and for anyone here who needs it.
This bpd makes me sick and makes me throw up (emotionally) just got thru posting how frustrated I am with my uncle. My feelings aren't facts. I am grateful for what I have with him even though I feel disappointed in him.
You had a couch to cry on, you were still in pain. I validate your pain. I am also happy for you that you have people to talk to like your t and your pdoc. I don't even have that. Although I am glad I have my mentor, Ani. A warm place to live NOW, but not sure I will have it after Christmas. Because my uncle is giving us the run around; had been looking forward to him helping us. Oh, well. But I think I have a place now thru December, to live. I really hope my roommate finds a job.
I don't compare ppl's pain. Pain is pain and we all experience it.
I am glad you are okay.
Carol