Dear T, what do you know, this therapy thing really is working. I never in my dreams would have thought at this point I'd already be doing so much better, having made a friend for the first time in years, getting out on a regular basis, feeling like maybe there is a place in this world for me after all. It's not hopeless, I am not hopeless. I don't just know that, but feel it, too. Thanks, T, I might be doing the work but I'm sure glad it's you I'm doing it with.