I'm sorry to hear that the meds and therapist aren't helping!! That would have to be completely frustrating!!! From a girl, who just so happens to be a TRAINWRECK waiting to happen, I understand were you are coming from. At times, I purposely withdrawl from everyone when I begin to feel low. It's taken a while but I've finally come to accept that I have one person who is there for me. I used think I wasn't worthy. . . Do you feel this way also? I mean are purposely pulling away from everyone? Sorry, I may be projecting my own experiences onto you, what you posted really struck a cord with me; I can see myself....

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You're not alone- I'm here!!!!