Thanks, this site has been great. It is the first time I've ever felt like less freak and more normal because depressed because it isn't just me. My life has been spiraling out of control since my youngest left for colleg a couple of weeks ago and she is <font color="red"> </font> doing

great.....never calls. Ver independent which is good. I want her so much to be better than me.
Thank you for the hugs tonight.....i miss hugs both from my kids and friends and guy friends. I'm 41yrs old and have sworn off of men completely.