Well..confirmed now about 99% that she did indeed up and leave me without a word. Sigh... Why must it happen to me.
I wrote her a nice little letter and emailed it, and logged out.. I can't handle this anymore. I'm in pieces, I'm sobbing and even my bf can't comfort me. It's way too late to call my T, and I don't even know how to talk to her about this. I think I should give her a call tomorrow but I really don't want to break down on the phone with her...I haven't cried yet around her..
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You know...you could've at least said something to us. Instead of hiding...deceiving and breaking my heart in half. I thought I knew you to be better than this...I trusted you with everything. I trusted you with my heart and my feelings. What did I do wrong? What did I do to deserve this? Wasn't I there for you when you needed someone to talk to? Someone to complain at, vent, etc.. Someone who cared about you, your kids, your family. Someone who saw you as more than just an online name, but as a real person. I guess I wasn't good enough after all.. I guess you removing me from your friendslist, and blocking me on facebook, is your way of saying you don't care anymore about me? I wish I could just have answers. I can't move on until I know the truth. :/
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Autistic, with a side of ADHD and anxiety.
Disabled, future hopes of obtaining a service dog.
Last edited by Sila; Nov 11, 2012 at 04:29 AM.
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