Thanks again for your in put. I realize you don't know the details of my story, I will fill you in slowly if you want me to. One of the problems with not contacting him again is that i live with his mother. I became homeless a couple years after my divorce when my depression was at a dangerous peak. living couch to couch and the rest of the time in my car. My ex mother-in law offered to let me stay with her. I eventually got a job and pay a small amount of rent for a small bedroom.
I know that it is long over due that I should be out of his family, I have no where to go, and my income is so low that paying anything in the real world would be impossible at this time