I keep dreaming about My cousin Who sexually,and verbally abused me.it was My fault in a way I had no place to go I was only 16 but I got to be on My own cause My Mother was
in jail and I didn't have nobody else at the moment but He also thought I was a slut who would sleep with anyone and really took atvantage about me also he had me cleaning his house and doing laundry and he would beat me alot,yelling also I hate it when ppl. throw things in ur face about the things he made me did in the past I hated when he wanted me to sell my body and he too all the money that was a horrible thing.I take as many showers as I can I will nerver feel clean.I hate me I'm sorry
I get bad dreams still and I still get recocnized now I don't trust nobody the only person who knows is My old therapist I dont know this therapist all that good and he said after 3 years no more therapy I'm scared to trust another person my life is not stable.I have to learn like a baby does I guess except I know the risk
Crista