My oldest which is my son is 21yrs and he lives 2 hrs northwest of me and my youngest is my daughter that just left for college 2 hrs southeast of me. They went in total opposite directions. My parents and I only live 13 miles from me but it may as well be 1300. They distanced themselves after I disgraced the family by being the only to ever get a divorce. (wasn't the whole reason i found out a few years after my divorce but made sense why my mom was never there for me during or after my marriage) Friends for me isn't really an option. I have 2 good ones and thankfully one of those lives in the city where I have to see my Doctors for cancer treatments and am able to stay with her it just isn't the funniest times because I don't feel good. And she still has small kids at home. My friend that lives her well....I love her and would and have done anything for her between every breakup she goes through but as soon as the next guy comes along and moves in I just feel like a third wheel even though she likes having me around, he doesn't and I don't blame him. I know that must have been a long boring explanation but.......it actually is how I found this site and by reading others and chating a little bit....I'm still alive and I guess that means something.
so thank you soooooo much for taking time to talk to me. Oh, yeah speaking of exhusbands there the phone is ringing now.....he is the reason I won't ever trust my judgement when it comes to men again. Don't think I will answer it....I'm sure he will make me sorry at some point before the day is over....yuck!
I don't have any real hobbies but I think maybe I would like to take a class out at our community college in the evenings. Maybe just one....I'm sure that is as much as I could handle. I don't know what do you think? I fear failing.