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i get to learn the rules slowly, because to learn this game you have to play it... otherwise you wind up restrained in a bed under a 5-point restraint net under the booty juice concoction......
the first 4 months i am in STU, a unit that is seperated by gender, all female staff and patients.... alarms worn around the necks of staff to alert for a retsraint, i learned how it went off for the first time when i was restrained....
i began to pick at my cuticles, tearing them off one by one, bloody hands and skin,, made to wear white gloves... blood on white cotton, raising my hand to draw staff attention...i was forcedt hen to wear the restraint mitts... the mitts that are mesh that keep ur hands unable to do anything with ur fingers.... i had band aids on my fingertips to prevent picking and i was feeling the tips of my fingers to see if they were cold...
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