oh.. i totally get what you say about being happy that others lives are going well.

i get that all the time.. people say to me- i'm doing this, i'm doing that.. and i'm thinking to myself... yeah?. well that's good for you. look where i am- stop going on about how great your life is, how nothing seems to be bringing you down and for once think of someone like me.

i can't really say i lost my family to my mental illness (as they were never really their for me anyway) but friends, totally.

don't get me started on all the stigma surrounding someone with a mental illness.. i'll have you here until christmas next year