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Ashpile:
quote from your post: "started to have uncontrollable, recurring thought patterns that sounded as if someone was talking to me in my head, unstoppably, 24/7. I didn’t recognise people I knew (friends, colleagues, family members), I didn’t understand people talking to me – it all sounded like gibberish and somewhat muffled too, as if I was under an invisible glass-bell. I had serious episodes of vertigo to the point where I couldn’t walk, very severe perception of an evil presence, occasional auditory hallucinations, regular nightmares on a massive scale and a frequent feeling that nothing was real at all. I think the scariest bit was the physical sensation of falling combined with being convinced that I am in the grasp of the devil and very worst of it was the overwhelming guilt, shame and simply unbearable, excruciating pain."
Have you ever considered that it may just be demonic oppression/possession? I don’t know what your “religious” beliefs are, but the world is full of evil spirits and they do torment us and even possess some people. You said it yourself that you perceived an evil presence. If you want to chat more about this, send me a private message. There is definitely help for you…you just need to find the truth. Cat
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